Sunday, October 29th, 2006
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10:42 pm - shit
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I am not afraid of tomorrow, for i have seen yesterday and i love today"
-William Allen White
fuck fuck
shitt shittt
fuck fuck
confused
fuck!!!!!
i want to wake up totally happpy one day.
thank god the world is dominated by scientology.
current mood:  confused
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Thursday, October 19th, 2006
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8:55 pm
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Tuesday, October 17th, 2006
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8:17 pm - today
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bringin back lj bitches
in other news..
homecomming in 2 weeks
nyc in 3
i have my homecomming dresss and shoes.. and i prolly wnt buy nething else cuz ima cheap bitch that does eveyrthing half assed.
but
im gonna get my hair done so i can wear it down and wavy. au natural.. yet styled
it shudl be fun.
this year ALL my friends and more are going in a limo.
even tho i hate limos for homecomming, rather ostentatious... im excited
we are just okaying the last two pple.. lacy smith and brynn. hopefuully they can come with
if not there gunna eat with us and hang out after.
i rele want my dig. cam fixed by then but i doubt it.
i want pics of all my boys and all my lil cheekas.. lmao
afterwards we r guna hang at the beach or sumthin.. i suggested the beach... upon my reguest.. yea blaines response "wtf is this laguna?" i jus liek the beach and i thnk it will be fun.
then the thursday after homecomming i leavve for ny.
well get into manhatten at 11 and automatically hit up a diner.. that is permanent on the agenda
the next day.. friday.. we go to the mercantile exchange to see my dad an dteh market open up and um then take the train out to pennsylvania to see villinova an dthis school leHigh.
then saturday we go look at barnard, fordham, and manhattan
im excited :]
its me and my mom goin but molly wants to com and she mite
in otehr news.. this month i learned about how pple rele dont care for me anymore and ghavent quite changed but never the less... i will continue to try to be there for them.
i am also a very lucky girl for all the pple in my lif ei am blessed witha nd i treat liek shit
current mood:  chipper
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Tuesday, October 3rd, 2006
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9:39 pm - i jus need aplace to write
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To look at someone you once felt had substance, had soul; and to see that they are totally different. you tried to correct it. you tried to make them change back.
current mood:  depressed
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Sunday, August 20th, 2006
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5:41 pm - dnt ever
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all u can do is hop etaht theres karma
current mood:  discontent
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Tuesday, August 8th, 2006
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6:27 pm - jus sentences
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i hate wendys.
i will never get married.
i dont get why wen u help people and ur there for them there mean to u..
im not looking forward to school.
or my aunts big 50th bday party on jupiter island.
lineys not gonna be there and its gunna be gay.
ill prollys pend the nigth talking to 50 yr old coworkers from my internship.
im gunan try to leave early and go back to the hotel.
or im gonna hang out iwth my cousin from ireland, maureen kelly.
whos like 53? but quite lovely .
current mood:  crappy
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Monday, August 7th, 2006
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12:10 am - yah
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why do i write in this thing. its so em0xcore
or howver thehell they write that lol
god vitamin water is so good.
power +c is the best but i love them alll
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Friday, August 4th, 2006
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1:42 am - life
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life aye.
im rele "growing up" rele quickly now.. and so far it aint too bad, im jus hoping i wont come
to teh point where i break.
hello eternal sunshine of the spotless mind. god i love this movie
current mood:  blank
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Monday, July 31st, 2006
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9:33 pm - help
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9:26 pm - warr
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Tuesday, July 25th, 2006
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8:31 am - ok
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things arent as bad as they seem.
everythinsg gunna be good.
im going to naples till firday and im just going to be worrying teh whhole time but hey.
things are gunna be fine.
everything happens for a reason.
i almost delted this today.. but i stopped myself cuz i rele do need this.
i havent talked to liek anyone about my real problems and if a gay comp is available. than talk to it i shall..
i love gay computer.
pleasee noot a bad week
current mood:  sleepy
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Monday, July 24th, 2006
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10:05 pm - thanks godd
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7:51 pm - poop
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o balls.. i was suppsoed to go the mall wif pple today but they never called and they wer egoin early or sumthn and i had work. and colin called me today and sinc eim leaving for naples tomoro at 8 am.. he wanted to see me. and we were suppsoed to go see that lady in the water.. even tho i hear it sucks.. and yah soo..
i told him i get out at 7 .. he knows this
and i clle dhima t 7:15 ritteeee wen i go thome.. and now it 9 o clock and i ahev been calling..
and like im all ready and i was all excited.
:{
i jus hope he over slept or sumthina nd its not sumthing bad.
i cnt heplp it if im alil disappointed tho..
current mood: disappointed
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12:35 am - o goodness
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here i am, writing in lj again..
[charlie brown noise]
so, i guess this is a place wherei can become emo and shit and rite about my problems...
lol.
so to begin.
someone i love is not having a good summer.
im really worried about him and i really dont kno what i can do to help.
current mood: sad
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Thursday, April 6th, 2006
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9:50 pm - THE BEST DAY EVER
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i danced to rap today in the shower.
im into shakira again.
this is bad.
but then.
i found out they were putting an ihop into slw.
god bless the lord jesus.
i am content
current mood:  giddy
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Wednesday, April 5th, 2006
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9:19 pm - the joys of publix
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i just came back from publix. my mom is getting a colonoscopy friday. thats where they shuv sumthin up ur anus.. i do believe?.. to take out precancerous polyps that can cause colon cancer. she hasnt been since moved from ny and thats very bad. anyways. she has to drink a disgusting drink the night before so we had to go buy it and like gumand club soda and shit for her to take it with. she absolutely despises this drink. its supposed to clean out ur system and prepare you for the colonoscopy.. but im told it tastes disgusting. so we had to get her gum.. cuz she like vomist from teh taste. lol.. shitty genes huh. i gotta do it wen i turn 18. yesssss!
well as usual we go to publix for like three things and come back with a shopping cart.
i seriously searched so hard for oreo o's cereal and nope they didnt have it...; but i got kix! which i havent ha din fooooo !! eva!!
and then i got canada dry lemon lime seltzer cuz my teeth are fixed and cavity free now! and seltzer causes cavities so i had to lay off the obsession. and yahh i got flowers. omg i love flowers.. they looked soo good they lookedfake.
lol. im rytarded but yah.then my momtold me that our neighbors next store to us.. are swingers and the husband has mor emoney than god ... as well as plastic surgery.. and he looks like a woman.. which he does.
and she found this out from a friend of our family who are also friends with teh neighbors and they said "there into pretty kinky shit" soo......... yah.
neways. i guessill go to bed. since everyone elseis. ill hav sum kix first tho!!! yum
i could have fuckin heaven on earth if i had are you afraid of teh dark.. and kix.
but colin stole that from meeee bitch lol
gnite noone who reads this.
love and luckkkkkk
current mood:  tired
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Tuesday, April 4th, 2006
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7:47 pm - conundrum no more
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and just like that.. things get 8,000 times better.
i am so slick. so slick. imt urning into one of thso ekids who could get away with anything.. ha nahh im jss bein optimistic!
current mood: cheerful
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4:08 pm - tired
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i am so so tired and stressed lately. i hate my overdramatized life.
its like a rele rele goo dmovie.. where evrythinggoes wrong.
i want a boring life.
today was like the worst day. it started in the morning at home.. when i got in trouble for i dunteven kno what. then i got to school and was all worried about my chem test.. which surprisingly was rather easy... and i saw colin and i wa sliek "SAVIOR!" cuz he always makes me feel better. but then hes thinking about signing up for the airforce this saturday rather then waiting till next year.. and ahh everything is soo terribly sad.
i have wendys... the non ghetto kind.. and im still not happy.
i want to be little again and watch are you afraid of the dark and eat just plain cheese sandwiches.
current mood: depressed
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Wednesday, March 29th, 2006
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6:12 pm - dunno y
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i dunno y i started one of these again. i guess its jus a good place to vent an dhope noone reads it.
lil debbie zebra cakes kick fuckin boomshakalakaaa
&&&& my throat hurtsss
current mood: blank
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